Maturing much?

Slow to anger, slow to speak.....

Probably 20% of the bible verse that I remembered...but the most essential 20% nonetheless.

I have learnt perhaps...that sometimes anger should not be nurtured because that's how mis-communication happens leading to a full-fledged war.

I was angry, I contemplated on feeding that anger of mine... but I knew that it would not do me any good.

I counted to ten...I was still feeling upset...so I counted some more. 98...99...100....

I reasoned with anger...... I waited with that upset feeling. I wanted to tell other people about my frustration...but I didnt.....and you know what... I'm glad I did what I did. :)

Hey...I'm maturing after all :D *cheh...puji sendiri*

Anyways...enough of trying to be poetic. I was in the mood but not anymore :P
Some stuff that I have been up to this month. Which reminds me how BROKE I am right now.

Gosh..

I sooo got to save money for my holiday trip. Apparently my dream holiday came with a condition.

Spending money is my own money.

LOL.... :D Guess that what I get when I have a dad named Dr Ho.

But I'm not complaining :DDDDDDD I'll save all the money I can. muahahahaha.....~~~
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Celebrated a certain boy's bday last week.... and guess what we gave him as a present??
It's super awesome I tell you....

In the process of wrapping his present..... I'm serious!! NO joke!!

Ta-dah~~All wrapped up nicely...! We gave him a...wrapped up car for his bday....HIS car....

The happy wrapping crew :P

Happy Birthday boy in his new wrapped car....

We all the way from the house out to a mamak place to continue the celebration. Bday boy rode in his Proton Sage edisi Surat Khabar :D The one and only in Malaysia.

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Celebrated another bday... (hahahaha...looks like the only thing we do here is celebrate bdays..)
Shing Hui's bday to be exact.. had an equally good time. Some pictures cos I'm lazy to recall everything.

Attempting slutty-girl-picture-from-toilet. hahahahahaha.........................................

Somehow I look different here :) *with alex*

I was trying my very best to find a "proper" position that will give a decent picture. hahahaha....didn't wanna..."open my window" :P

My new love affair.... :)

Hee...~~

Okay that's all the pics for today. Lazy wanna upload others. Maybe this weekend? Thank God Friday's a hol. I'm gonna be real busy the next few weeks. gahh~~~~

I've got to prepare for the Dental Dinner...

Then I've got drama practice for Christmas party...

And another drama practice for a Christmas charity dinner :D

Gah...... Pls pray for me :D

Seriously~

It's been an extremely fast week. Did I mention that I have clinics EVERYDAY now!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG..............

It's time like these where I sit back and say
"Darn I should have made more use of the time in 3rd year"

Oh well... I just finished trying to do my hair. hahahaha......jobless I know. I'm practicing baaaa..... I don't have the money to spend on my hair this year and I am also gonna be doing my makeup this year for the dental dinner. I'mma also borrowing a dress from my beautiful bestie Stell again :D That's the benefits of having an awesome model friend. hahahahaha....... jealous much? :P
(you can just slap me*)

Oh...yea...the annual Dental Dinner is coming up reallll soon. And have I ever mentioned that I'm in the Student Council this year????

Honestly...I kinda regret it tho. hah! *serves me right* I'm not the type of person to be doing all this...even tho deep down I really like doing this... (is this even making any sense?)

Anyways.... just a little update. I will will WILL put up pictures of my very very LATE Bangkok trip in the next post. I promise...hee~

Oh and I've got good news!!

Steph will finally be going away.....................for a family holiday in JEPUN!!!!

whee.........~~~~ happee.......~~~

This probably explains why I sound so giddy here...I'm elated...ecstatic...drunk...erm...high? at the prospect of going to Japan. I know....what's the big deal right? I've been overseas before...heck I'm "over the sea" right now! (lame*)

but I've always wanted to go to Japan ever since my parents decided to leave their 2 precious kids at hme and go off on a 2nd honeymoon together with the excuse of "we have school" only to have our school burned down the very next day and ending up with a week of holiday. *ahem*

So yes! My dream is about to come trueee.......~~~

okluvuallbye! :D
*abrupt ending*

Almost over...

My hols.. I mean :P

I can't believe the week passed by sooooo fast!!! I can still remember last thurs where I was cracking my head on what to do during the entire week if I didn't get a place with the dentist.

Luckily for me, my aunt managed to get hold of the orthodontist and I went to observe her for an entire day....then I went to another friend of hers to observe her practice for another 2 days. Next thing you know.....wala.... It's FRIDAY. (tomorrow....)

Yeah.... one thing's for sure... a specialisation in Ortho practice is definitely on my list!

It's clean and fast... maybe alot more calculations and stuff...but it's worth the money. hahahahahaha...............

Anyways, news flash.. this princess-complex of a person has FINALLY TAKEN A BUS on her own... muahahaha... no more princess-princess.

I now know how to ride the Penang bus from Batu Feringghi (where I stay) all the way down to town. (proud*)

Eh...big achievement okay! Don't play-play. I never take bus in KK...if you don't count the numerous times I followed my maid to the Filipino market and fish market :P I always, ALWAYS get driven around becos it's convenient like that.... but now... big girl already. Have to take bus on my own :)

Hahahaha.... at time like this it makes me think back.

Everytime people hear that I'm the only girl, their reaction would be...

"wa.... only princess ah? Sure very pampered riiight. Daddy's girl..."

And I'd usually reply...

"no la.... no such thing. In fact I'm treated worse cos I have to do the housework (since I'm the only girl...how ironic -_-")"

But then.....thinking about it... I do get pampered. hahahaha ....yes I'll admit it. At times I do get away with things...like taking the bus for example :P ALso I have 3 men who usually give me my way. Even tho they're younger than me (my younger brothers) they somehow allow me to have things my way.....once in a while laaaa......~

I'm the one that usually pampers them. (uiseh...bangga sendiri*)

so yea....just a quick update on my thoughts.

I'm spending quite alot of $$...sigh... need to find jobs again. Somebody help me....

My Top 5 Treat List

Once in a while I make lists of what I want to do, What I want to buy, What I need to save on...stuff like that.

Yea... I know. I'm a closet dork/geek/obsessive-compulsive person who needs to plan ahead and set goals and achievements...blablabla...all those stuff.

You know it's not so bad to make lists once in a while because then you'll be able to see what you're aiming for and you won't be distracted by other stuff.

Like how mothers make shopping lists so that they won't forget the next vegetable to buy..... Or maybe how girls like me make lists when we go shopping so that we won't overspend :P

The funniest list I've seen would probably be C's list she made in Bangkok. She apparently limited herself to only 1000 baht... but of course who on earth would ever keep to such an amount. :P

Out of all the "To-Do Lists" or "What-I-need Lists" I've never actually made a List which Lists the things that I wanna treat myself...or others with. So..... after sitting with the "Thinking Man" I've finally came up with 5 good things I would treat myself with :)

2 parts, realistic and unrealistic (since I love to dream alot)

5. I would love to say.....

Eat the "Grow" pill from Alice in Wonderland so I will miraculously grow 5 inches taller :)
(unrealistic treat)

But to be realistic....I would have a Plastic Surgery makeover :D Yes..have my bones crushed and then lay on a bed for 6 months for a measly 3 inches. Hey at least it'll make me 3 inches taller right!! All in the good name of dreams...~


4. Have an "Unlimited" Ladies day out with my best girlfriends

Oops...wrong pic....

Better :)

Okay this one's a bit more realistic. The unrealistic part is where I'll have unlimited CASH to spend on that one special day. 24 hours..... no cash limit.

*thinks about all the shopping* drool~~

3. A holiday trip to Japan/Europe with my family.

I love traveling together with my family but now we're all busy with our studies and different schedules it's hard to get together for a decent holiday trip out of Malaysia. Why I specifically chose Japan/Europe?? It's always been my dream to go to either one of these places....plus my dad promised he'd take the family to Japan 3 years ago...or something like that but then SARS came...and that was the end of our Japan trip.

T_T*

The unrealistic part..... lets have an all-paid holiday trip where we don't have to worry about money.

Shopping again!!! I shall commit shopiemikaze!!!!!!!!

4. Meet Michael Jackson (unrealistic treat)

I know it's a late wish because well....he's past away. But seriously if I could meet anyone dead or alive... I would love to meet him! After watching and digging up all the late clips of him, I would've loved to take a pick at his musical talents.

Okay so more realistic....would be to meet well.... Beethoven..hahahaha....kidding (altho I would love to meet him) I would want to meet Oprah!!!

Becos...
1, she's an amazing woman who has built her own entertainment empire.
2, meeting Oprah would mean being on the Oprah show which means I get to be on television!!

Maybe do a Tom Cruise

See...so smart... kill 2 birds with one treat :P

Finally, Get a Blackberry/Iphone (okay la...very unrealistic for me becos I got no $$$)

1. More realistic treat.....would be to win the Dell Inspiron13.
I said WIN....hahahah I didn't say GET. Because anyone can GET the Dell I-13 (Inspiron13) by purchasing it but not everybody can WIN it. Dell's only giving out 3 Dell I-13 so.....winning such an awesome thing like that is a definite treat :D


Now why would I want a Dell I-13 when I have a perfectly good laptop??.... aside from it being small and compact.... I can lug it around anywhere when I go off for my *unrealistic* holidays and shopping expeditions, and thus feed my internet addiction. My current laptop...as much as I love it is still to bulky for me to carry around on certain occasions.

Whaaaat!!!!

It's like I have a perfectly good pair of Vincci shoes but I WOULD LOVE A SLEEK NEW PAIR OF JIMMY CHOOS :P

With it's new colours and design...not to mention built cammy (hellooo camwhore-God), It's small enough to be carried around, big enough to watch movies on it when I'm bored and super high-tech enough to do all those things which you do on a laptop :P

Need more illustration?? (this is coming from a girls POV)

My current laptop's like the big German Shepard u walk with when you need all the heavy work done (ie: security) and the new Dell I-13 is like the cute-tiny Chihuahua that you bring around in your bag so that everyone around you can go...AWWWW~~~~ plus...it's SMART!


I know I know.... I can't get a good catch for Dell but....all I can say about it is that

It's you're bestfriend in your backpack

Beats carrying around my large heavy old laptop around right :)

Oh-kay.... so for those who are silently reading this...or well for that one person... I dunno...

Dell's offering a promotion right now.

There's a special coupon code 7ZQVQF2RLZRKW3 from Dell that would allow anyone who makes purchase of a Dell Inspiron 13 (S510701MY) with RM100 Instant Cash Redemption!!

It's only available online or by calling them at 1800-88-0301.

Unfortunately this coupon code expires on 10th Nov 2009....(oops...my bad I'm late :P)

Oh well...you never know right :)

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To end.... I'mma gonna be in Penang the entire week. My aunt managed to help me get in contact with the Orthodontics specialist, so I will be observing her for a couple of days.

hmm.....I gotta start hitting my books if I don't wanna look like a complete failure in front of her. hahahaha.....

Anybody in Penang :) Give me a call~

A change of dream

Gahhh................

Now I've finally found something that I really do NOT like in dentistry.

I used to take hardships as a challenge, and I always tell myself that I can always do better with practice especially when it comes to my handwork. But now... I think I've hit a brickwall....with....

ENDODONTICS.

argh!!~~~~~~~~

Hate hate hate!! Okay....maybe hate is a strong word... but I seriously dislike molar or premolar...or any teeth with more than one root endo.

It's sooooo frustrating down to the very F*

In the words of Ris Low.... Multi-rooted endo is SHINGZ!!!!!
(lol...don't u just love that word :D )

I just finished my final simulation session of Molar Endo and I still...STILL cannot obturate one stupid tooth properly. Heck! I can't even clean and shape it.

When I open my own pratice... My sign board shall read...

"Restorative dentistry, NOT INCLUDING ENDODONTICS"

muahahahahahaha....................... either that or I'mma have to create some other product which does root canal treatments much much more easily.

I wanted to specialise in Endo....because I heard that the money was good. Hey.... one root canal at a normal GP costs at least RM500 okay! What more a specialist.

Now... I don't think that all the frustration of finding, cleaning and shaping minute root canals is worth the RM500 anymore. T_T

Blardy hell difficult...sigh~ I dunno how my seniors do it but...I certainly cannot do it.

Speaking about treatments.... I was thinking to myself the other day. I have absolutely no luck with patients. I don't know why but my patients seem to be cancelling on me ALOT. So I have spent almost 7 sessions patientless!!! *the horror*

I conclude that... I should never open my own private practice. Becos if I did.... there would be no patients...becos patients don't seem to be coming to me. Hence I would be very VERY POOR. :P


ugh.... it's the hols again. For a week. Daddy's NOT LETTING ME GO HOME!!

He doesn't want me............. sob*

:D Juuuust kidding..... but the part where he doesn't let me go home is true! hahahaha.....

sigh... I is sad :(

Will be spending the next one week in Penang. Either observing a orthodontist (if she allows), follow my brother to work (yay...it's bring ur sister to work week! *sarcasm intended*) or....bum around my aunts hse.

One thing is... I got to study during the hols. When I get back I'mma gonna be facing scary monster Dr's in clinics. Sigh.... I'm gonna miss the HANDSOME Dr who was our group tutor.

Will blog about Handsome Dr. next time :)

hahahaha~~~

COme closer

Come closer.... I beg you,
Hear my cry....

My soul wants to rest,
My heart wants to break.

Is it me?
Is it you?

Even though time stands still...
Still like the mirrors on the wall...
Reflecting only what we want to see...
Reflecting what we should have seen.

So I where a mask
A mask of 10,000 faces...
But what's the use of masks..
When it hides nothing at all....

Perhaps I try to hard...
So hard they laughed at me..
A court jester in their sight...
Nothing more...nothing more...

A good though turns bad...

A relationship turns sour....

Offense turns into betrayal....
Betrayal turns into hate.

Oh how I wish we were children again.
Forever cheerful, forever gay,
Without worries or pain.

In the end I turn to the Father,
For He knows my path,
As broken as I am....

For He who is in me, Is Greater than he who is in the world.

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Blah.... dunno why i'm feeling so emo.

Oh well...another day Steph...another day. :)

Do the B-yonce~ (part 2)

Ah...it's the weekend again and I've been pigging out to the maxxxxx!!!

Bah..... to hell with my weight. Weekends are for rest and that means rest from my diet and exercise :P (who am I kidding~)

Anyways..... here's the 2nd part of me and C's crazy weekend. We did this the 2nd day. It was really back to back because we didn't have much time left and we were leaving to Bangkok in a couple of days.

Since we decided to do more of Beyonce's not so famous songs.... we picked "Naughty Girl" and "Broken Hearted Girl". No we didn't have a "Girl" theme.....but ironic as it is....our 1st choice was "If I were a boy". hahahahaha....... 2 very very different themes, but there you have it :D

We make as good a guy as we are girls :P

SO on a late afternoon.... we rushed to do 2 different themes in 3 hours which includes makeup for the both of us and pairing the clothes to suit the song titles. Amazing right!!! We had to rush because later we were going to the gym :P

FUnny....tho....because the previous day we had to rush as well....cos we decided on the last minute to make a trip to Penang with a few more friends.

Right...on with the pictures :)

Traditional Makeup picture :) I swear this is the 1st time I'm putting on such dark and thick makeup. I was...and AM still obsessed with those dark smoky gothic makeup looks right now but somehow I always never seem to get it juuust right. *darn*

Must be my eyes....not enough socket depth :P Darn my chinese eyes~

Ta-da!! Good girl gone bad.....or should I say Naughty! hahahahaha.................. so weird... I felt like we were both dressing up for a costume party. Do ppl actually wear this kinda stuff out onto the streets???

Staircase pose again :) The lighting was good there....so most of my pics were having the same background.

Hahahahaha..... I dunno what came over me. Must be that Naughty girl inside :P *winks*

I look scary tho :P

C says I look like the girl in Nip/Tuck. The slutty schoolgirl who had an "affair" with one of the Dr. Not Dr. Christian. The other one...can't remember his name tho.


C's turn to be Broken hearted. We had a tough time looking for clothes that would fit a "broken-hearted" girl. What do broken-hearted girls wear anyways...... I did her makeup again :) I drew so-called silvery tears. hehehehe.................

I looked nice tho :) I'mma gonna start doing more face art....

Need to improve on it tho. It looks like some silver worms are coming out of her eyes. hahahaha...sorry C :P But me likes it*

This reminds me of those really sad chinese-emo songs.... I dunno why. Speaking of chinese songs....ever wondered why most chinese love songs are so....emo-ie???

Okay... So after all our hard work... I'm happy to say BOTH...yes BOTH of us won tickets to Beyonce's concert!! :D Unfortunately as most of you know by now it has been POSTPONED.

I repeat... POSTPONED. Not Cancelled.

I dunno why my friends keep asking me... "so Beyonce's concert has been cancelled??"

Arghh... people!! Don't curse the only chance I have of attending a Diva's concert okay!!!! I've never been to a concert....let alone a big one like this so please PLEASE let this jungle girl have some fun... and pray that Beyonce WILL HAVE HER CONCERT.

By hook or by crook!

*huff puff*

Alright...some other random pics from our numerous outings to the small island of Penang :)


See.... C's so famous she has to run from the paparazzi :P


My one and only NICE shot with Sam..... in KL. We took this in the middle of nowhere. Turned out nice tho :)


Can't say that I like my legs tho....wish it was thinner. gahh~

Okay..... naughty girl bids all a good day and until the next time I feel like blogging :)

Have fun people!!